Today's Date: January Happy

I once declared myself Jaded.
Debunking the possibility of that Hallmark-defined thing called True Love.
Heck, there are more divorces than marriages these days.
Adele is a hit. 
Heartbreak rhymes more with Chocolate Cake, Love with Dead Dove.
That is, every heartbreak seems a celebration of reunion with oft-ignored friends (gorgeous candle included), a liberation from emotional diet (extra poundage of tears and drooling included), a still time to capture sweetness in your Solitary Life's context than in Relational One (extra bitterness and betterness included).
Dead Dove? Do I need to redundantly shout "self-explanatory"?!


For all that, I lied. It's more than once I declared myself Jaded.
It's been a push-and-pull game between a rosy picture & a bitter graffiti of Love.
It's been "I love you...only you...now and forever" to each and every piece of emotive history.
It's been Love as a Music to my Ears and Music as an Ear of my Love.
It's been Heartbreak as a mere "break," not one's own life to take; and ah, Love that fits like a Glove.

This day may have seen me spoiling myself with my First Simply Thai, First Gelatissimo for the Year or First Sinfully Gift from Someone Who's Made A Mark in my Heart yet...


I still don't believe in Love unless we're describing my family, my faith or myself.
But I believe in that happiness so indescribable conventional people call them Love.
Yes, only the conformists could comfortably agree it is dubbed Love.
I can honestly say though that I feel ineluctably incomplete saying I ____ you without having to include Love.
Maybe I still rely on conventionality, conformity and completeness at times I feel my heart is blissfully happy with someone as blissfully happy. 
But only I can tell it is Like, Omnipresence, Vitality, and Endearment at the indistinguishably same time.

Now Playing:

"If this isn’t love, tell me what it is. 

'Cause I could be dreaming or just plain crazy"

"You try to fight it, don't even try to hide it,

emotions falling down like the rain.

I can't find the words to explain it.

Ain't it crazy how I fall

everytime you call my name"